I
look at my scars that are upon my wrist and it takes me back to all the times
that I have hit and missed
Not a day goes by where I don't regret it, while there are still those days I wish I could still just cut it
Upon those scars are the secrets I've hidden for years. All the pain and the hurt with all the weakness' I tried to get rid of.
What many don't know, I have now just revealed. I'm a self harmer who is just trying to quit.
My wrist isn't the only battle field that lays with the scars caused by me. You know that Phoenix, that's who I so desperately want to be. Burning the old just to become anew. It's hiding more scars just to be like brand new.
The one thing I want everyone one to know, we don't cut or burn for attention, we self harm to feel the unknown.
All we want to do is feel.
Whether that be happiness, pain, punishment or regret, all we know is that it's better than pure numbness.
So please remember that everyone has their own battles.
Be nice to one another, you never know who's suffering in complete silence.
Not a day goes by where I don't regret it, while there are still those days I wish I could still just cut it
Upon those scars are the secrets I've hidden for years. All the pain and the hurt with all the weakness' I tried to get rid of.
What many don't know, I have now just revealed. I'm a self harmer who is just trying to quit.
My wrist isn't the only battle field that lays with the scars caused by me. You know that Phoenix, that's who I so desperately want to be. Burning the old just to become anew. It's hiding more scars just to be like brand new.
The one thing I want everyone one to know, we don't cut or burn for attention, we self harm to feel the unknown.
All we want to do is feel.
Whether that be happiness, pain, punishment or regret, all we know is that it's better than pure numbness.
So please remember that everyone has their own battles.
Be nice to one another, you never know who's suffering in complete silence.
By:
Ariel Wagner 20 Sept 2014
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